I and this noise.

noIse

I sum up. (Now that I'm here it's I will do the summing up, it's I will say what is to be said and then say what it was. That will be jolly!) I sum up: I and this noise. I see nothing else for the moment, but I have only just taken over my functions. I and this noise. (And what about it? Don't interrupt me, I am doing my best.) I repeat: I and this noise. On the subject of which (inverting the natural order) we would seem to know for certain, among other things, what follows: namely, on the one hand (with regard to the noise), that it has not been possible up to date to determine with certainty, or even approximately, what it is, in the way of noise - or how it comes to me, or by what organ it is emitted, or by what perceived, or by what intelligence apprehended (in its main drift). And on the other, that is to say with regard to me (this is going to take a little longer) - with regard to me (nice time we're going to have now) - with regard to me, that it has not yet been our good fortune to establish with any degree of accuracy what I am, where I am: whether I am words among words, or silence in the midst of silence (to recall only two of the hypotheses launched in this connection). (Though silence to tell the truth does not appear to have been very conspicuous up to now. But appearances may sometimes be deceptive.) I resume: not yet our good fortune to establish, among other things, what I am (no, sorry - already mentioned), what I'm doing, how I manage to hear (if I hear, if it's I who hear), and how to understand (ellipse when possible, it saves time) - how to understand (same observation), and how it happens (if it's I who speak - and it may be assumed it is, as it may be suspected it is not), how it happens (if it's I who speak) that I speak without ceasing, that I long to cease, that I can't cease (I indicate the principal divisions: it's more synoptic). I resume: not the good fortune to establish, with regard to me (if it's I who seek), what exactly it is I seek, find, lose, find again, throw away, seek again, find again, throw away again (no, I never threw anything away, never threw anything away of all the things I found, never found anything that I didn't lose, never lost anything that I mightn't as well have thrown away); if it's I who seek, find, lose, find again, lose again, seek in vain, seek no more: if it's I, what it is (and if it's not I, who it is, and what it is).

10 comments:

human being said...

read... oh no just look at this once in your Reader and once here on the blog...

Hopper said...

this is interesting... I was looking through for threads like this and do you know what I found an awful lot of... TIME...

but it's uncanny how often "i" is here too... especially in a piece where the "I" doesn't seem to have a clue who he/she is...

you are so creative... love what you've done here...

Harlequin said...

i'se da b'y dat sees dees i's

sorry... a little east coast humour

I like the look and the feel of this;
it is similar to what I am experiencing.
Harlequin

Fern said...

idk

Hopper said...

idk?

Hopper said...

I am in the middle of all this noise... the other letters are the space in between (espace)...

And even though it seems I am awash in a sea... if I look at it closely I see that there are lots of me... many I...

I am everywhere and nowhere all at once...

Hopper said...

But then I look at the words on another screen...

I am not there...

human being said...

Jon....
loved watching your steps before the plunge...

and we were supposed to stick to the essence of the work...

so this helps us to think about this "being"...
i am... and i am not

being and not being...

and how do you read the title in the version on Reader?

"no se"... Harlequin's brilliant east coast humor is exactly what we need here...

"no se"... if we step a bit out of English and into other languages...

or simply "nose"
yes! this protruding organ on our face... have you ever thought about it? it's got a very deeeeeeep archetypal story...

noIse <------ i ------> nose

Fern's point is of great help too:

idk... i don't know

Hopper said...

oh... now I nose ;)

and you're so on here with the essence... the being and non being... a metaphysics of becoming?

I bet that we're not going to be able to stay away from philosophy for long?

Derliwall said...

philosophy always creeps its way in...